Hi Tracey,
So sorry to hear you've had a rough week. Today is actually Luella's due date - I can't imagine what it would have been like to carry her the extra 2 weeks. She would have definitely clocked the 9 pound mark!
I really hope the acupuncture gives you some relief and maybe bring it all on for you.
If you end up needing the c-section, remember they are doing what is best for you and the baby. I had an unfortunate reaction to the spinal block (I'm not good with morphine) which meant I had acute nausea and vomiting for the first 24 hours - not great on the same day as belly surgery! I couldn't care for Luella at all for the first day - I even had to ask them to take her away. So by the time I got home I had the full dose of mother guilt and I was 'grieving' the time I lost on that first day and night. Couldn't stop crying until a couple of days ago!
I have also had major problems with milk supply and feeding, which just adds to it all.
On top of all this my mother has railroaded us and announced she is coming over at the end of next week. FOR 2 WEEKS! All this has done is add to my stress, but I'm trying hard to keep an open mind.
BTW I still look about 5 months pregnant, and it doesn't look like going anywhere fast. Today however, I reclaimed my feet, ankles and calves. I also managed to jam my wedding ring back on!
If you want to have a chat about anything before Thursday, feel free to call me.
Rach X
